Sunday, May 30, 2010

At HIS Feet...

I have felt as if I have been here more these last couple of days than ever...

Have you ever felt the need just to stay at his feet and not leave? I mean nothing is going right or wrong, but you just need that comfort?
I do,
and now more
than ever!
Funny thing. I just started to dive in to and read this book about insecurity...Guess what happens? Insecurities cropping up! What is the deal? Here you are learning to be a Secure woman of God and bam!
BUT

I am back at his feet asking...
What am I to do?
How am I to do it?
Is it going to be okay?
Why do I have this fear creeping in?
Why am I feeling insecure?
Have I forgiven everyone that I need to?
To move on that is....
Then...
the light comes back on
and peace comes over me,
as I lay at his feet!
All is well
and
I know...

Tuesday, May 25, 2010

Oklahoma Trip

It is always interest going back to Oklahoma to visit whether for pleasure or otherwise.
I love coming home
and
that isn't anything against Oklahoma
it is just
I love home!
(and it could be anywhere but OKLAHOMA)
So to all of you friends in Oklahoma quit asking me as it isn't going to happen!
NO,
I will not move back.
NO, NO, NO
that isn't going to happen.
COLORADO
has first place over
TEXAS
so the answer is
NO
and your asking and telling me that I should will not change things.
Okay?
I loved crossing that county line that states you are now in
TEXAS!
My heart jumps and I start singing country songs!!!
OKAY
maybe
I am exaggerating but I love coming back to my apartment and
I love seeing my granddaughters.
I love visiting Oklahoma knowing that I can come home after the visit.
And you don't have any mountains to look at,
so, if I would ever move from TEXAS,
it would have mountains or beaches are you listening?
Can I hear a AMEN?
So as I am typing from my beloved bed in Texas,
I wish all of you friends in Oklahoma much love and well wishes...
The answer is NO!
NOT, going to happen!
Again, NO!
Remember my EX'S live in OKLAHOMA,
I live in TEXAS
and
like it!!!